So tonight an incident occurred that has left me extremely shaken up.
I just went to give my nan her drink for her to then yank my top up and give me a bollocking because ‘they’re’ deformed and she knows I haven’t been wearing a bra but she just needed to see for herself.
I feel physically sick and I’m so angry/embarrassed I’m shaking.
Words cannot describe how I feel at the moment, this is the only reason I feel uncomfortable not binding at home and my nightmare came true.
I am absolutely depleted.
I then voiced this to a friend of mine in search of some form of support I suppose, for them to turn round and tell me that I’m over reacting and it should not bother me as I have uploaded topless pictures of myself on my wordpress. This is true yes, but that does not excuse the even that just happened, that was pure invasion and felt horrible.
I have been in many horrible situations like this in my life time, but there are just some people you expect should no better and after the last time I never expected my grandmother to do this to me again, I feared it, but never believed it would be repeated.
Tonight I am done.
Brain Functions of the Terribly Confused. 
What she did is a violation of your body and person. You have a right to control your body, and to determine who sees it and touches it. Even if they have seen you naked a a jay-bird since you were born. Peace.